27082025, wednesday
i am crying at the mirror holding our polaroid pic in one hand and our friendship bracelet in the other while listening to the playlist you made me and the music is telling me you will always be here for me but you are not and now i am thinking god i look disgusting when i cry and how i wish you were here to hold me and tell me everything will be fine but you are not bc now you hate me and you dont even have the guts to say that to my face i hate you i hate you i hate you i scream at myself and you can hate me all u want and you can push me away all u want but my heart is nothing but filled with love for u and i scream to you i love you i love you i love you and i always will
