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i let myself suffer just to distract my mind from the pain her absence causes me.
dear Lord, how desperately i want her close, to breathe her in, to hold her tight again. i swear to heaven, this is what i want more than anything right now. you are the one i crave, deeply and endlessly. you are my love. my dear. my person.
please come back to me, so i can love you the right way this time.
i don’t care if you break my heart, i just want you near.
i just want you here.
i love you with my entire soul, and it aches beyond words.
this pain is almost unbearable,
but i will bear it for you.
it has always been for you.